figured the journal needed an update so here we go.

i really wanna point out to everyone how much of an ass ive been, i said i was coming back but then disappear for so long even i forgot. i apologize to all my friends and family, im sorry things went the way they did.

been busy if you can believe it. Coming this Thursday, my son will be a month old, the first ive been able be present for a birth...and man was it something. i wanted to look away but i couldnt. whats the word for that? And as much as i love him, the little man is a beast! Tanking down 6oz, he wakes up every, and i mean EVERY, 3-4 hours to feed. When he doesnt get carside to go in a timely manner, he lets you know. Like he was dying or something. XD
Born 7 pds, 21 in, kinda tall as the nurse and doc pointed out, a head full of hair, and a stomach to match a full grown man, he goes by the name of Nicholas.

Aside from getting all geared up for some good training in Cali this thurs, about a month ill be gone on that. wont be too long after that till i deploy again. yay.
been working on being a builder for a MUD but with raising a newborn that kinda went till a standstill. still, its fun actually. oh, almost forgot, my windows live messenger doesnt work for shit anymore and hasnt for the past 2 months. working on going trillion though. need to get my computer ready. hope to hear from some of you!